fearfulfrog sorry you are having so many things to stress you right now. I hope you can figure things out and get everything together in time. Good luck with getting your son back.

melissa yeah!!! Congratulations on being released and going back to school.

payne glad you are doing well. I haven't really used the live chat. I went in there once, but I was intimidated by not really knowing what to say. Glad you found it enjoyable.

denise I know things seem bad at this time and you may not want to believe that you are loved and needed. All these bad thoughts of being better off gone is just the illness talking. I know it is hard to keep on going during the bad times, but your life does have meaning. If you were an inconvenience to everyone the door would not be open to you to live there. I agree with PT52 and hope you can find a sliver of love for yourself. Sending big hugs and vibes of love and peace your way.

PT52 I'm glad you are feeling good today. I hope you get your focus and are able to be productive. Way to go on getting your homework done.


Today I feel pretty good. Not productive really, but my mood is good. I got to sleep in this morning which was nice especially after waking up to a really bad headache last night. It has been nice not being anxious and restless the last couple of days. I'm trying to enjoy my mood while it lasts. Hopefully it is a start of a new trend for me and things will continue to get better. I really need to find a job and I would like to be stable enough to hold one down. So keeping my fingures crossed that this is growing improvement in my mood.