Very upset
Overwhelmed
unbalanced
Lonely x 10
disconnected
Everything is too much to handle
No control
No social support except via phone
Uncomfortable in surroundings
Feel like I don't have my own "territory" - parents have different life now and very few friends.
I wake up in a permanent nightmare
I don't fit anywhere
No comfort except in my bed

Way too much has happened I don't even know what moving forward means anymore. It's total chaos. Seriously. I don't know what to do.

More of the same. I'm sorry.