Treehouse I'm with you. Just had a mindblowing session this week too. Just sat at the session. Couldn't move. Couldn't talk. I'm like a really cheerful person always, but not then. Touching that deep deep pain is so hard.

You know, I cried before my session because it would be so hard. I cried after the session, because its so hard I can't even begin to describe. And it's only going to get harder. But I felt like somewhere really deep underneath all that pain there is going to be a calm, quiet place.

I'm with you as you go through this hell. I stand by you and we're here for you. It's hell to face the pain and we're with you all the way. Somehow, somewhere, we're going to make it through this.

And at some point, when we once again can live and breathe and think and feel, we'll feel so much better and so much more whole. And one day, way way down the road, all this excruciating pain will have been utterly worthwhile.