Happybunny...
You're going through a rough patch right now, that is all. It WILL pass. Just repeat after me...it WILL pass, the bad feelings WILL pass. You do NOT want to do anything now that you could regret later. Don't make any big decisions right now. You are not in the right frame of mind.
Be gentle on yourself. The pain must be enormous, but it WILL pass. The pain is only temporary so please don't do anything to hurt yourself. Do whatever you need to do to keep yourself safe right now.
Tamzinrose is right, death is EXTREMELY painful for EVERYONE. The pain of losing a hamster tears me apart inside. Just think how much worse the pain could get when a PERSON dies. I can't even imagine the pain.
Please don't do anything bad to yourself. We need you here Happybunny. Please get some help.
Two weeks ago I was in the same place you are in right now. It was a bad bad time. I made it out and now I'm back to normal again.
You will come out of this Happybunny. You'll be OK. The pain will stop, just give it a bit more time. Please don't do anything bad to yourself.
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