granite, I know how you feel. I told T I wanted to be a baby kangeroo and be with her all of the time. You've had a long break without seeing your T. I think you managed a lot better than I would have. Monday is almost here!!! I also feel that just sitting on Ts couch brings relief. Maybe it's a good sign for you that you aren't going to force yourself to talk. Just let yourself BE with T and whatever happens, happens. Oh, I wanted to tell you that my T suggested doing art therapy with me! We did the collage once; now she's thinking about painting, maybe.