thinker22 - so hate it when that happens... hope your day gets better
sundog - get well soon
vj - hope things stay good and good luck with the job hunting
PT52 - careful does it... keep away from that fine line!!!!!
Denise - even if you can't see it, you and your life has value and meaning, please believe me when you can;t believe yourself.

me: been away a bit with some crazy head stuff... my doc was right, I was wrong what I had hoped was normal was the beginning of mania, went a bit nasty and then between the drugs pulling me down and the high sending me batty I was a bit of a fruit cake. So far so good on the "soft landing" though, not high any more, still on drugs for another week... see if I get a rebound depression - cross your fingers that I miss it!!!!
Getting stuff done at work this week..... better get back to it.