Poly: Thats a LONG time to have to wait! I am so sorry you are feeling this way, how can you accept and see Sui Ideations as a symptom?

Clive: Glad your mellow today =)

Blackpup: Fingers and toes crossed =)

Thinker: Sending you the biggest, best hug I have ((((((((Thinker)))))) Hope it improves soon!

Sundog: Hope you are feeling better!

VJ: Got my fingers crossed for you too, hope your mood does continue to improve, I know you deserve it =)

PT52: Glad your feeling good too.

Me: Not sure how I feel today, better than I have lately but the day is still young. Still feeling pretty worthless but sitting around all day not doing anything will do that to you. My dad says I need a list. I do agree that I need SOMETHING to do to occupy my mind, creativity, and time but what? Still waiting on disability too and thats frustrating as hell. Oh and I'll be 27 in 9 days and all I can think is after 27yrs I have nothing to show for myself. Plus the last few birthdays have been hell for me, not because I'm getting older but because either someone is fighting or no one acknowledges it.... Oh well.. I wish it had never happened in the first place..