so i have T on monday finely.i am happy to have things going back to somewhat normal but why do i have this overwelming fear about going and what is going to happen.i know i SI but i know i wont tell her and i can hide it with long sleves.i know i dont have to talk i want to be in her office i think.i know it is safe and quiet.WHY AM I SO SCARED.i hate it
i hate me for being so scared that i know i wont even be able to move.she is so nice i need to give her a chance .my god she has put up with me and my stupidity for a year now.