As a lot of you know, I recently experienced the death of my pet hamster Hammie.

Right now I'm thinking about death and it scares me, a lot.

I just went to the Health board and right now I'm so afraid. I'm afraid of all the bad things that can happen to a body. I'm afraid for the health of others here.

I'm afraid to die. It is strange, just two weeks ago I was thinking about death too, but in a different way. Now I'm afraid to die. I'm afraid of things and people dying. I don't know how to cope with this fear.

I just want to feel normal again.