Since the p-doc confronted us at church everyone is sharing emotions. We have solo time at night it seems like because we wake up and things are different but dearing the day time we are feeling things together.
Right now it is manly fear of are we going to be hurt again because we stood up to the a-hole but after all these years of people hurting us then claming that we did not know what we were talking about ..... we are scared of being out in the open to long. now that we have an apartment we have a place to go that is safer then every before these last few years. That should be a total blessing to all of us yet now we are starting to realize how much we did even when we were so arfread. How did we do it? How did we survive and kept going after all that has happened?
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson
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