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Neri you are turning your disappointment into self hatred. That is abberated and you shouldn't do it. You don't hate him for not being in love with you, but you hate your self for causing him hurt.
Allow yourself to grieve the relationship that never was, and as the others say let it out of your system and then you may find room for friendship.
But please don't hate yourself, not for anything.
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Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you
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