If you want to be left alone and you don't want other peoples "BS" why did you post in the first place?

Going purely by your posts you're a very sad and angry person who needs counselling and support.

You need people to recognise your anger and how bitter it is. All the sympathy in the world will not make anything better for you because you don't seem to want it better in any way.

There are people who are perfectly happy being miserable and mean but it is a choice that is consciously and deliberately made. I'll just let you know right now that I am in no way affected by your anger because I don't take it on board, it isn't mine and there is no way I want to feel what you are feeling.

Take care,

Rhiannon