((((Anderson))))
It has been a while since we have read how you are doing, but that is just because we have been gone for a while. It sounds like your apartment is your sanctuary and that is just wonderful. Nupoet is right. Survivors survive. You are a survivor. It is great that you are hanging in there despite all of the horrors that you have been through. I hope that you feel at peace in your apartment. Many hugs if ok.
Cris