anyone? now i am in a situation where my life ending thoughts have come back. we don't have money to eat. well we would have, if we wouldn't pay the bills... and we don't know how to manage... and everything makes me cry... and i feel so cold sometimes. even small things like brushing my hair, seems to hurt me so much that i start to cry.... i don't know how to handle all this. how to keep myself sane and my partner with me and how to manage home and finance and everything else... i just can't do it anymore. i feel like wrunged out :S empty, tired, crying ....