I know what you mean! Being depressed DOES suck!! It's like you're stuck in a hole that most people would be able to climb out of but you just can't! And it seems so unfair that "normal" people can get sad but recover instead of getting stuck...

My dad's favorite saying when I was younger was quote from Scar in The Lion King "Life's not fair" and that's kinda how I feel about this whole thing - it's not fair but we just have to keep moving along, and keep trying to do our best to get through the day, even when we're depressed.

Work with your pdoc because obviously your meds aren't quite working. I think you can work something out!!

I hope you feel better!