I keep re-reading your words. So many of them spoke to me......so many could have been written by me. I'm holding back. PC has become my home. These wonderful people are becoming my friends. But I'm holding back. I want to talk, I want to open up to people, to share my story, but at the same time, I'm compelled to hide it. I understand when you say you are scared......I am too. I'll always be here if you want to open up.......a PM away