sure it does, wepow. Abandonment is huge for me, going way back to toddlerhood.

I guess I'm particularly anxious about this session because I don't know what to expect. In the past when T has been gone it has taken a few weeks for us to really reconnect. And I have so much I need to talk to her about.

I also have my first class Monday night (T is Monday morning) so I'm going to ask her if we can not work on trauma that day. I don't think it would be good for me to do trauma work in the morning and then have to go out at night for the first time in months that same day. I will probably be changing my T time to another day so I don't have class and T on the same day.

It's just a lot of unknowns and I don't do well with that. I expect my anxiety on Sunday night and Monday to be pretty much at the top of the scale.