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Sometimes I feel that nothing ever good will ever come my way, I'll never meet that "special someone" ever again. It's not that I don't care about other people's happiness, it's how i've been treated by people in the past. My family really has no contact at all with me, I have no idea why, my sister insists on "email" all the time, and won't pick up the phone. When she does email, it's rarely asking me how i'm doing. We always end up in an argument. I try and tell her positive things i'm trying to do with my life, and all I get is not much of a reaction, just "Oh". She doesn't know how I really feel, neither does my brother. I don't know why we can't all just be a family, especially that i live 8 hrs away and i'm by myself. I feel like it's because I don't have kids, and they do, so she feels like she has nothing in common with me, how stupid would that be. I hate feeling like I have no family. What does everyone think? I'd appreciate some feelings.
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