(((((((((((zoo)))))))))))

I miss my T so much when he's gone, and then I'm terrified to see him when he comes back . I usually e-mail him on the Sunday before he comes back from a vacation and just say "are you there" and he says "yes" and it helps me breathe a little bit.

I think that not doing trauma work on the first day of your class is a really good idea. Maybe this session will just be about support and reconnection.

I have had some horrible sessions with T right after a break, and some wonderful ones. No matter what kind of post-vacation session I have, though, our relationship always swings back to the balanced, safe, connected place eventually. Yours will too, no matter how Monday goes.

Thinking of you