miss c, firstly sorry for the misfortunes you have had, that sucks!

I'm mot sure what to say about your therapy...perhaps just sitting in the silence would Be as much as you can mamage right now and your withdrawing from the problems right now and not just T? Yes it tAkes a while to get back into the relationship after a brrak, but after a brrak and having to deal with lifes lemons then feeling anger is proberbly more than you could manange right now and withdrawing is a Safe setting....? Nothing about not staying in the relationship so much as tryiNg tostay with yourself?