If anyone has the answer please let me know and also how to stop feeling sad and weepy worst of all is when someone ask me how am I and tears immediately come to my eyes even if I was going to say I am ok. I am laying here been going through and reading the stuff on here and am already dreading going out to work tomorrow. A friend spent some time with me last night and called me to see how I was feeling. He says that I have to forget all the stuff I keep in my mind and stop worrying and making myself unhappy. Its sadness and fear I feel not unhappiness. If anyone has an answer please let me know. Mind you as I write this I am so lousy at finding where I have written anything that even if anyone out there had a reply for me I would not be able to find this again to read it. I have trouble navigating these sites.