PTK,

I want to thank you for all the honesty you have posted in this thread. You are going through so much right now, yet you still reach out to others, myself included, and help us through our pain.

It is your turn to receive support. You have mine. I have never been in a situation that you are in, but I do have the common understanding of having bipolar and the uncontrollable feelings it makes.

Just keep posting, take care of yourself and above all else, make sure you are safe.