Hope you feel better, Clive...try to focus on what is instead of "what if?"...I know it's hard, but it can help.
kitara: I can empathize with what you're feeling..hope it gets better
Me: I think the rapid drops of depression have all run together and now I'm just plain old depressed. Wondering why I bother to do anything. Still, going to find a way to make myself do something productive today.
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