When my parents died, my lawyer said "You occupy a lonely position. You have moved to the head of the line."' Potential non- existance, at least in this world doesn't thrill me either. All we can do is not waste our time. Insofar as it is possible do what makes us happy, collect happy moments to carry with us when the time comes. None of us knows when we will die. Maybe tonight or in a hundred years. But at this moment on this day, we are very much alive. The present is really all we have.