yeah, i reached that point and pdoc asked, how're you doing? i said, i'm bored.  he said, welcome to the world. lol.  since that time i found i filled up all those boring minutes with interesting stuff. i hope you will find that for yourself too. the amusing thing about becoming stabalized and saying that-i had an extremely demanding, stressful job that most ppl would've run from yet my comment was, i'm bored. so funny.
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