Thanks so much everyone for your response. It helps my loneliness to see such caring thoughtful replies. It's so hard for me to reach to others too, cause I have avoidant personality disorder. But I have been in group therapy for about a year and a half, and recently I have started connecting with them more, (well, one person at least). It's a good beginning for me to talk to someone outside of the group and do things with them occasionally. It took a year and a half to feel that comfortable, but it's progress. Thanks again...