Eh, your height and muscle build has a lot to do with it, so I wouldn't worry about being 132 or more. I was 138 in high school, very chubby. Never watched what I ate or drank. Was a total perfectionist at school and sports. Now I've turned my perfectionism onto my weight. It's all about control, I realize. Trying to control something because I feel out of control in another area of my life...perhaps school that's coming up and also the fact that I may have to take meds the rest of my life just to feel subnormal, instead of suicidally depressed. Anxiety is hitting me hard the past couple of days and Cymbalta used to be helping with that. I'm worried that its anti-depressant effects will wear off too. I was 101.8 this morning. It never lasts though. I'm not too worried about the number today. I'm starting to worry about school starting up in a week. Have to watch that I don't restrict and exercise even further to try to cope with the coming pressures. I have to be at class at 9 each morning, Mon-Thurs. I haven't had to get up that early regularly in years. I can't remember when in fact. I start work at 10:30 usually. Trying to stay calm. Thanks for your support.