I feel dissapointed, depressed, confused and yet somewhat amused. I never really noticed my manic episodes before cause my depressive episodes are much worse. So I only noticed that my sudden burst of convidence was "fake" around the time I started getting depressed again. I only started the right meds about a year ago. I'm 24 and have to start working/studying for the first time so suddenly feeling like I could conquer the world was so nice (sigh). Having that confidence morphed into depressions sucks...Oh well, onwards to the next day!