(((Billi leli))) - I'm sorry no one responded and sorry you feel alone. Your Aunt must have been a special woman and you're lucky to have felt her love. Grief is such a hard thing to go through ...its different for everyone. Maybe you can tell me a little about her and what made her special to you. I logging off now, since I have to wake up early for my girls - but I'll check back tomorrow to see if you felt like sharing about this dear person in your life.