Several things have come up this past week, and I am kind of trying to prioritize which one to tell T. There was a giant awful moment that involved sex....and I really need to process, but NO WAY can I say it. I don't know T well enough to bring that up. I don't really know if I can bring up any of the crap I am struggling with.

I decided to email a couple of things ahead of time. I wrote this brief email...edited it a gazillion times...and tried to send it. It was my first time emailing him...but the email address he gave me, the one imprinted on his business card, bounced. Invalid email. I checked and rechecked...it doesn't work.

So now I have to use words tomorrow. Bloody Hell...who am I kidding, I can never use words. *sigh* How is this T thing ever going to work if I can't talk???