I am having some feelings that I can not put my finger on just yet..

I feel like I am losing my inner being, I feel like I am losing myslef in ways I have never thougt I would lose myself.. I am so scared that I will not be me anymore..
I no longer speak up when my feelings are hurt, and I no longer care ?
I am in a state of denial I know that for sure. But I can not place my finger on where I would have gone, or where I am going.
I have someone in my life that does love me no matter what, but at times is just feels like that is not enough.. Why do I feel this way, Why do I no longer feel loved, even when I know he loves me??

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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