Hi Colleen-yes, I give you permission to enter my thread.lol I was thinking about you too! I hope you are feeling well today.Actually my meds appt. is on Wednesday. I can't wait to go and get going on the road to recovery. Yesterday I felt really good but today the roller coaster ride is headed south. Tomorrow is my therapy appt. and I'm looking forward to discussing all of the knowledge that I acquired over the last several days from you and my other friends here. My T. told me to educate myself about BP . I did read a book but learned alot more from all of you who are so willing to share many details of your struggles and victories. I think I said this before but am still amazed that there are so many others who had the same out of control issues and depression that I had. That terrible feeling of loneliness has lessened. Isolation and secrets are a very toxic thing. I am only looking forward now. Hugs to you from a very windy & sunny Granite state.