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Originally Posted by Eileen2010
"blech" is right. That is a sucky feeling, I am so sorry! Did the blog mention last week? Maybe everyone isn't thinking as badly of you as you think of yourself? When will you get to chat with your T about all this? You have so much going on, and so much to process...I hope that you can be kind to yourself.  |
Thanks, Eileen...
Yes, the blog notes were posted, and my individual feedback felt patronizing.....the T wrote, "It sounds like you were not in a place where you were able to safely express your feelings. I believe you are able to more constructively share your emotions to communicate more effectively. Do you believe your characterization of "X's show" was beneficial in communicating the message you wished to convey?"
I'm not a child. I lashed out, yes. This feedback helps me feel as though this T (not my T) is positioning himself as higher and mightier than me...and it's rubbing me the wrong way. Well, the last sentence, anyway. Or, maybe it's what I deserve. I don't know.
And my T hasn't been empathetic towards me at all. On the contrary, he's shown the other woman much more compassion...and me, nadda, zip, zilch. Even when I emailed him to let him know that I am slipping and wanted to be sure I have an appt with him this week, he acknowledged my session date/time in a matter-of-fact, business-like way.
I guess I just feel kinda hurt right now.