I don't know if this is the right place to ask for help or someone to listen to me.

I have been through something terrible, and I don't talk about it. But last night my boyfrined was watching a movie on tv about selling humans for sex trade. Sorry if this is too sensitive, but i need to get this out and have nowhere to go. I am so ashamed and embarrassed, you have no idea.
I was rescued from that sex trade situation.
I was abused in every way you can think of..with anyone who wanted me. Most of the time we had no idea where we were. Just moved around all the time..

You had sex in ANY way they wanted, and as many times as they wanted. I had never done the things they wanted.

Now I have nightmares and I can't get over this. I think I will remember this for the rest of my life and it is living it over and over again , in my mind and dreams.

Even though I had no choice, I feel as if it is my fault and i am used up. I can't tell my boyfriend, he would not understand.
My doctor just says it is normal to feel this way and gives me Valium. I know I will never have a normal life.
Sorry if this was too much , but I had to talk about this to someone.
My life is ruined because of those menn.