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Originally Posted by sisu
I'm wondering how you're doing this week, and how keeping an eye on your feelings is going. Would you have time to update soon, and tell us what you're up to, and how you are doing with it? I'd love to hear about your progress (or even your lack of it) and I'm sure others would, too!!!
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Hi sisu,
Sorry that I'm responding so late. My self-confidence does go up and down pretty fast
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I have been feeling more comfortable with my boyfriend for a couple of weeks now. Days in which I'll be absolutely giddy with love! Then, I'll have an "off" day or night and be fighting the intense urge to flee. Really frustrating to be so extreme. Geeez!
I try to repress the dark and negative side of myself. My memory disabilities do kind of come in handy when I forget what brought on the negativity that I can vaguely recall.