well today wa going to be a nice day but when we woke up it all ended up going wrong ,he wanted a cig so wanted to go downstairs i wanted a bit of attention so without meaning to we ended up squabbling, i had been enjoing the lie ins while hes been of work as im working tonight and hes going back to work on thurs it was only today and wed left for lie ins untill his days of which are not regular next days of will be tues wed but im working tues night so no lie in wed morning, im afaid to find out wat was on his mind that as soon as he was awake he needed to get up , it statring to feel like everything i touch just crumbles cant seem to talk without upseting him , i want the past left there but it keeps comming back, we are know finishing the paintwork in the frontroom hope that helps.