ABSOLUTELY! Not only do I have the "dead eye" thing going on and basically no expression, but even faking a "smile" it is sooo flippin' obvious. It's that I can't really move my face. That's the big thing visible from the outside. Inside I feel like my head is a skull and that my eyes are set way back in. I "feel" --to to the point of being convinced-- that other people can see that, though obviously they can't. Still, I get super self-conscious about it. Like... "don't look at me, you'll see my skull eyes!". Part of the self-consciousness thing is that I'm mortified anyone will ask what is wrong with me. How on earth could I possibly explain my state of mind?