Save for this last month, I have never used forums before so these concepts such as "original intent of a thread belonging to the owner of the thread", "thread hijacking"... etc, are just more brick walls that I have to break through to reach others, but now is not the time to work on this skill set and way too much pressure is starting to build to try to learn now. I will continue to communicate via email on this account if any of you would like to keep in touch as I feel much more comfortable on one-on-one basis.

May God bless, and heal, you all....
Colleen