Thanks EVERYONE and yes a male opinion is very important...

We had a good weekend away and yes had sex both nights. Found out that he doesn't 'like' some things that I thought every guy liked - oral sex... receiving that is - not that he has given either. Sounds like he had a bad experience and it's put him off that side of things. Said it was 'painful' but that hes not saying 'no' to trying again.
The sex is good when it happens, very romantic, loving etc. but changing it up would suit me a bit better I think... I just don't know.

He seems fairly inexperienced i guess, but maybe I"m just too experienced I don't know. Have always had a blast in the bedroom... part of every relationship i thought, especially at the start.

I don't think he's a cheat - and doesn't seem to 'help him self' while he is away..

It's just making me feel very unloved. Plus there are huge issues in my head over relationships.. but i think that will have to be another thread.

While he is away he says "I love you" lots... but since he has been back only the one time. Back to "I like you lots and lots and lots".... I'm so emotionally insecure that I don't know what to do. I said "I love you" while we were away, he replied with "how much" (playfully).. and then changed the subject like WTF?

I really like him, there seems to be no hidden demons in his head but I am starting to wonder if he is still in love with his ex ex GF.... It was over 5 years ago and they still keep in touch.. I'm an insecucure mess ATM.

Today is his last day here and he left this morning to take his sister into the city, says he's be back later then he is going out to dinner with a friend tonight (female but not worried about that) more weirded out that he doesn't want to spend his last night here with me..

Maybe he's just not that into me?? I don't want to keep asking him "are we all good" which I have and I know it's frustrating him.. but I can't express how I am feeling as i don't want to smother him... arrrggghhh.... HELP?!!