Hi everyone, sorry I've taken such a long time to get back to your replies, some stuff has been going on recently and I haven't been using the net very much.

I just want to say I appreciate all of your kind words, it means a lot to me.

Your messages made me think a bit and I think you all raised some good points.

I'm starting to realise that a relationship probably wouldn't be a good thing for me or the partner right now, so I have to kinda forget about it for the time being. Unfortunately I still feel lonely and lacking though...

I'll consider talking to someone other than a specialist about my depression also, it probably would help, I'm just really not used to that type of communication.

And yes, I am a Who fan!

Thanks again and I wish you all the best...

Stephen