I am so scared as I have many things that are happening at once, in the next 30 days: my work has announced lay offs, I will have a baby due (joyful but scary), I have a friend who has said she is going to end it on her birthday and a brother who just left of Afghanistan. I am not sure way all this is happening now, I wake up at 4:30am every morning to a panic attack.

I am trying learn that I am not in charge or responsible and use the serenity prayer.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
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I am but a small boat in the ocean.
GOD PLEASE KEEP ME AFLOAT ANOTHER DAY, HELP ME MAKE MY WAY.