Neri,
I have been in the same situaiton. Execept when i met this guy he had been serparted from his wife pending a divorce I have fallen for him within a short period of time. After only three months his wife deciced that she wanted him back. So for the next two yrs he had bounced between me and his wife. It tore me apart, but then it was like one day a light bulb went off in my head that i deserved better. I deserved to be numbr one. Its been three yrs now since i have broken it off. It was hard but in the long run i have felt better about myself. I know what your going through, but trust me when i say that it will get better in time.
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i am not where i want to be today...but i am not where i used to be
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