Hello,
Sorry to hear you're having a rough time today. I can totally relate exactly to what you are saying. I spent all week last week arguing with my head as my body had spasms from the anxiety. I find it weird that most of the time I love being around kids and their cries don't bother me as much as when I'm depressed. I have learned that when this happens to me it's part of my PTSD/anxiety and once I talk about the problem I take away it's power over me. Not to say it just automatically goes away but it does slowly get me back to reality. I'm glad you were able to share what's happening to you. Can I ask what meds you are on? It's a relief sometimes just knowing we're not alone in how we feel. I'm sending virtual hugs and hope you feel better.