Zoo, turning your life around is a gradual process. No one can turn it completely around on a dime. These are road blocks that you need to manuever around. Keep your hopes up and keep working.

You mentioned 2 challenging things in this thread but you also mentioned 2 wonderful things in this thread. Last month you had only challenging things to talk about. You are digging out slowly and have accomplished 2 wonderful things. These wonderful things are the only things that have changed this month. This is progress! The 2 wonderful things occurred because of your hard work. Keep working and you will turn all the other stuff around too.