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Sep 21, 2010, 08:24 AM
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yesterday we started a new road in session doing what counselor calls "mother work". cores mom passed away in 96 but as she was struggling with agorophobia she didnt atend the service and got no closure and all of us have lived in denial of it ever happening the 16th was her(mom) birthday and it just intensified he chaos inside there are so so so many crying wailing desperate for "mommy" all ages it seemed to have come from nowhere in the past 2 weeks but is making functioning nearly impossible so it was decided it was time to start this work we had NO idea how excruciating it was!!!! and just a mere scratch on the tip of the iceberg yesterday left us feeling like we had no skin on raw exposed in agony  everyone has to have a chance to work through this individually and its not going to be a short process  added onto the intense amount of seasonal triggers and fear we already have we find it hard to do anything we werent taught any coping skills for this we are in so much pain thanks for reading if you did
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