you guys are so supportive. Thank you SO MUCH.

I was so overwhelmed last night. I called T but she didn't call me back, it was kind of late. I ended up making myself a list because I had so much spinning around in my head. The list literally says: breathe, eat, take meds, sleep, eat, take meds, call dealership, go to doctor, go to pharmacy, go to school, call AAA to get van towed to dealership.

That was all I could think to do, just write down each step and see that I could take care of some of this just one step at a time. It actually really helped.

My daughter is coming to give me a ride to the dr & stuff, and I think the van repairs should be free b/c there was a recall on it for the brake system and it now has a lifetime warranty. I just had an entirely new brake system put in it in March.

So, that's where I'm at. I would actually feel a lot better if I was able to pick up my financial aid check, but I need to get my attendance sheet signed by all of my instructors first and one of my classes isn't until Fri. I may see if I can hunt the prof down and have him sign it for me early. Some money in my pocket would really help me be able to breathe.