Shouldn't feel guilty but I was a young child put on antidepressants and had very bad reaction it actually made me more suicidal. I was that young bipolar girl trying to get things figured out. I just am cautious and concerned to start so young due to my own personal and scary experience. That's why I think do the research and get multiple opinions just to see all the options and then if medication is the way to go then by all means. Because of my experience I just get a ltl scared for kids on some of these meds. I just want every one to be safe.