today i was on facebook and someone messaged me and they said gross things - and i tried to politely get rid of them - but they kept saying things - and im triggered - i handled it ok i think atthe time - i didnt rise to the bait - i didnt respond as upset - that would have made him happy i think - the thigns he typed were gross and it started off so pleasant -

i sat there afterwarsds shakinginside feeling ..dunno ..dunno dunno dunno

i have found out how i can block him but i blanked out his name - i use ti mainly for games so have accepted game friends there who i dont know and never had a problem - till now -

now it doesnt feel safe to me...

and that was my new place to hide...

where do i hide now

i feel like a child again.......

imscared...