Monty_Girl,
You wrote,[...the valium is just numbing...nothing is being resolved.Just pushed down...need a safe place to talk about your feelings...your thinking that your life is ruined...get away from these people...be strong.....don't let these ...run your life...I grew up in...You are stronger...].
I agree with Monte_Girl here in respect that taking a BZD is {...numbing...nothing is being resolved.Just pushed down...].
The poster here makes the point that one can get away and have a new life that is [...not ruined by these people..].
I think that is good advice here, to get away from those people.. But where does one go? To whom can one turn to? To a psychiatrist? To a psychologist? To a clergy person? To a friend? To an internet mental-health forum? To God? To something else?To a combination? To none of these?
Lou