Lou, I think that Rita needs to find someone who she feels is safe for her. Right now it could just be a friend or someone professional to work with. Sometimes it's just small steps at first. The world up until now has been unsafe and she may feel no one can be trusted. So Rita if you feel like you need a professional to speak with, I would say to call or stop by your local rape crisis center. They are a great place to help you start on the road to recovering from what has happened to you. Rita feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to. I'm always here to listen. Monty